Happy Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!

Hahahah some smart turkeys! 

Ohhh lala! Get that Becky! 

#freak lol

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ;)!

Managing!

Time management...
Team managment...
Life management...
ITS SOOOO DIFFICULT!!
ughhhh

JayZ "Hot Tottie" lyrics

They call me King Hov, copy?
Big ballin' is my hobby
So much so they think I'm down with the Illuminati
My watch do illuminate
My pockets are Gottie
But I'm God body, ya'll better ask somebody
I was born a God
I made myself a king
Which means I downgraded to a human being
You was born a Goddess
I made you my queen
Which means we upgraded to Louis the thirteen
(Hot tottie)Hot Tottie, her body like cognac
Her momma like herb tea
We burned a couple of sacks
And after she sLeeped, I creeped all in her tee-pee
We did it Indian style, had the girls speaking
In tongue she like young, you hung, what you done, done
Stop it fore you wake up my momma she might (ahhhh)
Now that you arrived it's time that I go...
I'm so cold, I'm so cold...

I dont think people gave JayZ enough appreciation for the verse he spit on Usher's "Hot Tottie" song. He told us a story...::let me repeat:: A STORY! That verse had characters, a plot, a sex scene, a climax, favorite drinks, and to top it off he did it with such ease. When i hear this song i feel like Jay walked in the studio halfway through the song being recorded, opened the booth, spit, and then ::sarcastically:: said AM I DONE HERE? smh! Monster... I love JAY...He excites me with his lyrical and demanding demeanor. Get em HOV!

...Lust

i love you

all of you...

                 Your wide nose 

                                        Big lips

                                Lashes long enough

                                                to touch your tea 

                       As you sip

i love you

all of you...

                 Your dark skin to my finger tips

                                         The touch of plush cotton

                                                   You glare 

                    with sweet Hazelnut beans for eyes

I smell you

I taste you

I indulge

all of you...

JuJu <3

I successfully declare my Music Business Major!
Talent Manager is my focus.
Right now i am working on my own projects for my own experiences.
Working with a team called "Triple Beam"
Follow them on twitter
@itsmizzcharlie (model/jack of all trades)
@Dunepbeam (photoshop/paiting/art)
@trillytrills (rapper/artist/painting)
@Ianwellz (rapper/producer)
Ill keep you up to date on our progress!

It has been alot about what "i" want lately and honestly if you dont take care of what you want... Then who will?
I ask what do "i" want to do? What do "i" want to watch? What do "i" want to buy?
I dont think there is anything wrong with asking myself this and acting on it! People might say i am becoming selfish or self absorbed BUT... if "i" dont then... Who will?
To give someone the moon and the stars takes away a piece of who you are. What they want sometimes isnt always what you want and vice versa, so it takes compromise. When you are not receiving the same texture in a relationship that you are offering THEN why not become self indulged... If the one you love the most wont make an effort to satisfy your need of wants then... Who will... Who will?
JuJu <3

*The Devil's Moscato and Cheese*

He leaves...
I stay back
He is missed...
I retract...
Looking at apartments, looking at bills, thinking how will i get through this year?
MmmmMMMmmmm
I open the fridge...
There... calling my name,
My roommate's half full bottle of Moscato  and some left over Mac&Cheese that I cooked the other day!
Tempting...
Sure Ill take the Devil's offer, why not?
I sip until its gone...
with sounds of Ryan Leslie in the background...
I fall into the strongest grip of sleep,
I wake with the Devil's lips on my cheek

....JuJu <3

:(...

So i cried yet again... I let my emotions get in the way ::wtf:: why cant i ever learn my lesson? It is like an ongoing cycle of pain-->happiness-->more pain-->some happiness-->then back to the unbearable pain
I know what i NEED to do but i dont WANT to... ::isnt that always the case?::
He pushed me away ::again:: but i get closer than ever.
Tell me, why can our loved ones say the most hurtful things?
Such as... (i dont love you like THAT anymore, ill talk to you when your sober, i dont want to deal with this #over) Answer: Because they KNOW we will forgive them OR ::even more disturbing:: they have never cared for us in the first place.
Today is the beginning of my solitude, i apologize now if YOU think im ignoring you #getoverit this is not about YOU.
This is about .... ME

Dream Forever Gone

I see your suitcase by the door step...

 your moving in...

 Again...

 did you intend to have your way? 

My thoughts fill with pain...

 I  reminisce  about the lies and my eyes fill with doubt... 

Could it be you were no good for me? 

I take you in as if you never packed to leave...

 The closer you seem to get...

 the farther my reality is unknown, 

have your way with me but make it last a while, for the morning will get here fast

 and you'll be forever gone 

JuJu <3

(Continued)...From First blog!

I would like comments and suggestions for my journey! :Ummm: such as New Places, New Music, New activities for my learning pleasure...

(i am up way too late) lol 

Hope to hear from someone soon! 

<3 JuJu

My phone is successfully verified ;)

I am Lost…Here I go…On my way to being Found

Welcome. ::No, umm (nerves are a wreck) how should I start this?::

 Hi, my name is JuJu nice to meet you?! ::Yes simple enough, now a little about myself::

My life has been filled with fun, heartache, school, music, partnerships, friends, enemies, parties, work, stress, drugs, etc. BUT not enough ME….

 I thought I knew whom I was and where I was going, but I was sadly mistaken. 

For years now ::well I should say my entire life:: my memories always involved someone else. I can’t re-call a memory when I enjoyed myself with the company of me, myself, and I.

The other day my best friend and I were speaking about our “Purpose” in life. You can assume our other friend “Mary” was there too. ::Lol:: The conversation resolved into world peace and some obvious Bob Marley resolution, which quickly seeped into how world peace will hopefully bring “Everlasting Life” to those beings that made it possible ::the crazy ideas I come up with::

I can not really sit here and preach about a purpose but I will tell you that, that day I looked deep into myself and asked “What do you want to do in life that will serve A purpose?”

::This is the answer::

I want to be an owl or librarian! Not literally, I just want to be a wise soul. I want to be the person with all the answers, the one with the best advice, I want to learn and understand all aspects of life. But most of all, I want to learn and give back… I want to begin my journey, here with you ::so cheesy JuJu:: It’s going to be time consuming and many nights alone, but it needs to be done!

And with that being said…

WELCOME

This is the diary of   ::MTV much smh::

I hope to let you into my life and together we can find out, who might JuJu be? Join me in my excursion through Art, Love, Experience, Travel, Fashion, Literature, Failure, and hopefully the light at the end of the tunnel.

I am lost, on my way to being found.

<3 JuJu