daycare

I am working now YAY and NAY... i was offered a fulltime position at a low wage, and i took it bc i had nothing else. i am in school at the moment working towrds my CDA! in order to obtain my CDA i have to volunteer or work at a daycare for 450 hours, so there is why i took it.
i hate not spending time with my son, i take care of 12 other persons children and mine is taken cared by someone....makes sense right? <___ 2="" 9="" and="" are="" awake="" away="" backwards="" best="" both="" but="" can="" cant="" come="" eliyus="" everything="" exhausted.="" express="" him="" home="" hours="" i="" is="" like="" make="" memories...he="" my="" p="" so="" teach="" the="" things="" this="" to="" truly="" try="" ugh="" universe="" until="" wait="" we="">

friend or foe

one day friend

one day foe

as one ends

the other must go

you make me stay

to get in the car and leave me alone

why ?

Friend...

What is your definition of friend?
would it be someone to talk to...
maybe someone to hug
would they be someone who sees you
Without being a judge
What is my definition of friend?

Update on my birthday...

lol....well it didnt happen!

of course, i have no friends and the ppl that care for me are either broke or just have lives!! haha but there is always next year and it will be a redo! hahahah im in love with the unicorn cake ugh

i went out for dinner and the next day spent some time on the beach very laid back. then explosives erupted back to reality. but it was needed i would say, things happen for a reason
well i believe they do, i was able to see things in the light.

hopefully next year i will be spending my birthday on vacation!