Soul and Rub

This is me right now... I am experiencing a high like no other.

love by rubs

soul in the air

flying jets in my ear

love by rubs

happy

I'll be seeing you

I'll find you in the morning sun and when the night is new
I'll be looking at the moon but I'll be seeing you..."

I guess it all comes down to this one fact...


All I want is to be someone's everything....

too much to ask...im sure...

blank

just surface

you see
nothing new

a sheep in a meadow
eating grass

without a clue

dreams of adventure and life

nothing new for me

blank time...nothing happens
nothing new

dreams of love and far away fantasies

nothing new from me...either way the sun comes up when the moon goes down...
new scares me

so i do nothing
blank
just surface i scratch

where is my destiny...can u tell me now? save me the agony!


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Christmas 2012

Merry Christmas to all...

I made like a bandit this christmas and i didn't expect ANYTHING at all. Pretty cool though, I got lots of fun things...

here is a list:

Ring set from Swarovski
Perfume set (Ed Hardy) even though my mom get me the cologne set i knew what she meant lol
2 funky slipper socks!
3...yes 3 pairs of gloves lol
The Northface sweater
50$ gift card to Walmart
Make-up brush set
chocolate liquor
scratch off ticket
Manicure set
make-up bag
and other stuff

a lot right??????

well i am very grateful for my family and every christmas spent with them. im definitely blessed.

Much love and happiness. World.

juju

Very Happy Unbirthday...

Months before my birthday (June 14th) I started planning my party! I wanted something memorable this year...25...25...im hitting a quarter of a century! Pretty Big deal for me....i like.... no.... LOVE getting older.
....WELLLLLLL..
My ideas ranged from...80s wear to Burlesque fun to my final thought --> an awesome Mad Hatter Tea Party (which might still be done)
It all was so exciting. All i needed was an open area to fit a long conference style table for 25 people. Some tea sets and DRUGS... (Brownies...Fun Pills that make you LARGE or SMALL)
The days were flying and I couldn't get everything i wanted together. So as the weeks passed i tried to figure something ELSE  out. i planned Hoboken and told everyone i knew about what i wanted. The only ones that came out were:
My Sister, her husband, my friend (carol), her husband, i dont even remember who else came except my friend JEFF--> mad late lol
I was drunk by the time my friend jeffy came! So we partied and left pretty early considering I didnt eat and drank mad drinks bc Carol's husband's brother worked at this joint! ;)
I got in the car....threw up...and got home to sleep! lmao NO BIRTHDAY SEX that night...results?

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY!

THE END




hahaha
make this up very soon

First off...

Let me start by saying...WHAT A YEAR...last time I wrote i failed a class...visited Las Vegas...celebrated my 25th...Say St Thomas with my lover's best friend...been head to head with my lover...experienced a painful cyst on my tailbone....got suspended from my flight benefits....sent HIM to UK to fuck some chick (although he came back to repent ;) lol ummm performed in an school Opera...got mugged...etc....

All stories on their own....

Just warning you of the catching up i need to do!

BLOGtime

YAY............