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Chocolate Man

The heat...

makes the situation sticky...

You melt in my mouth...in my hand...in my body...

You drip down my skin...

I put fruits on a stick... and prepare for your visit..

Oh my tongue dances behind my lips...

my toes curl in my sandals...

cant time go faster and then stop suddenly... for dessert..

Oh Chocolate Man...

Your beauty is divine...

I will be what you want me to be...

Chocolate man...

bring me what i've been craving...

Ill wait..

on my front porch,..

ill listen for your tune...

The tune i can not hear through winter, spring and fall

It rings...

in my head..

thoughts about yours, make me sweat...

i perspire...

Waiting...wanting...craving...

Words of Wisdom

This man ::my best friend:: always has the right thing to say... he always knows what to say when to say it and how to say it... he is such a chess player..

His words seem so powerful, his voice can lead the world...i am convinced! 

He believes in change, he believes in a purpose, and he inspires me...

I believe him...

Change is close...

I hear it when he speaks....

His voice...

makes me tremble... with thoughts that scare me...

Words...flow...archaically...through time and space...to change the world...he speaks now...make silence...he speaks now...Listen Up...

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Charlie Sheen ;) in "Being John Malkovich"

Last night i burned it down with a friend and watched "Being John Malkovich" it was a comedy but it took me for a serious trip.
John Cusack plays a puppeteer and Cameron Diaz plays his wife. Cusack finds a job in a NY building on the 7 1/2 floor  0_o... In the office Cusack finds a door which then becomes a portal into John Malkovich's head for only 15 minutes! Wait do you know what happens after 15 minutes?? You get spit out onto the side of the NJ turnpike! lol Yes i know!?.... Well....He uses this portal to first make some serious cash, by renting the body out to the public for $200 a ride until, Malkovich finally realizes something is wrong. Malkovich started seeing a woman that is Cusack's business partner named Maxine. Maxine has Cusack's wife go in and have an affair with her bc they both get a rush out of it.
Lets take a break here...


At this moment last night I was in a different dimension bc i feel like i was a puppet... Charlie Sheen ends up being Malkovich's friend and is playing himself which is quite funny and weird bc he has been talked about all week! Oh yea... Malkovich is an actor in the movie that is why Charlie is his close friend.... Now i am thinking this movie is nuts. Its about drugs, insanity, deceit, and retardation. It had my mind all over the place.
Back to the movie...


Now Cusack wants to be with Maxine and so does his wife. This is where the trip began. Cusack tied his wife up so that he can go out on a date with Maxine as Malkovich! He goes and perfects his puppeteering by staying in his body and moving him for years.
I wont spoil the end of the movie for you but it becomes kind of "Twilight Zone" sci-fi!
I do recommend you see it and make your own decision to what this movie signifies. It was def a trip funny at times, weird at others, complex....

MY PLAN :D

ARE YOU READY?

HERE IS MY PLAN... not in any particular order.... yet...

Work my ass off
Practice everyday
Audition
Study
Get into programs (summer, young artist)
Become known
Network
Travel
Get signed
Use the Media
Build steps for Upcoming artists
Merge the gap between Europe and America... Musically
Stay true to myself

I think it is going to be great!
Travel (check)
Help (check)
Sing (check)
Change (check)

Will you follow my success story...even if you aren't accustomed to what i do?

So i have a plan...a plan... finally...

As you know....i have been back and forth with who i was? what i was supposed to be? what made me so special? where to go? traveling? mentoring? etc.

and i think i have figured it out!!!!!!

I have a voice (beautiful one at that)... I can make change! i can make change! My voice will count...

I will sing beautiful music and make the world listen...
I will help my friends along the way...
I will be able to travel...
I will be able to love...
I will be true to myself...

The hardest part about change is feeling different. As long as your true to yourself change should be wonderful...

I am going to jump... its a scary thought but here i go....
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it feels so refreshing....

My career...

I have been thinking about my career a bunch lately and its time to jot this down! lol
After i graduated high school I was determined to become an Opera Singer well frankly bc i have the talent and its great money and TRAVELING!!! I pretty much fell in love with the concept until recently...
Recently i have noticed i have some really horrible habits and i don't know if i will ever be able to change them.
FOR EXAMPLE...
I like to have fun, which might mean partying, drinking maybe smoking a little Plant, I GET DOWN!!!... and also i get really really really LAZY!!! Rainy days make me lazy, Being in love makes me lazy, being stuffed gets me lazy...
So i started thinking what else would i enjoy that has traveling and music involved?
I had an answer!
MUSIC BUSINESS!
What in music business...you ask? Well i decided on becoming an Artist Manager!
I love to help the talented and deserving..This career would let me do just that and also travel and also work with musicians!!! Perfect right?
Recently i was in "Carmen" the opera at my school and i fell in love all over again! It was an addiction every time i went onstage! It was AMAZING!!!
Now here i am at a crossroads...
Manager? Singer? Manager? Singer? Both? Possible? Impossible?
I cant decide...
I need more time!!

Hello World..

i am back and i am on a little mission... I am "working" on myself....
I wont be on Twitter, i wont be on Facebook... I will be living my life without thinking about anyone else but myself...
Selfishness ..i guess thats what its called..right?
well all my life i never knew what selfishness really was and that has gotten me nowhere...
ill just take this time now... take it slow...and enjoy it...