My career...

I have been thinking about my career a bunch lately and its time to jot this down! lol
After i graduated high school I was determined to become an Opera Singer well frankly bc i have the talent and its great money and TRAVELING!!! I pretty much fell in love with the concept until recently...
Recently i have noticed i have some really horrible habits and i don't know if i will ever be able to change them.
FOR EXAMPLE...
I like to have fun, which might mean partying, drinking maybe smoking a little Plant, I GET DOWN!!!... and also i get really really really LAZY!!! Rainy days make me lazy, Being in love makes me lazy, being stuffed gets me lazy...
So i started thinking what else would i enjoy that has traveling and music involved?
I had an answer!
MUSIC BUSINESS!
What in music business...you ask? Well i decided on becoming an Artist Manager!
I love to help the talented and deserving..This career would let me do just that and also travel and also work with musicians!!! Perfect right?
Recently i was in "Carmen" the opera at my school and i fell in love all over again! It was an addiction every time i went onstage! It was AMAZING!!!
Now here i am at a crossroads...
Manager? Singer? Manager? Singer? Both? Possible? Impossible?
I cant decide...
I need more time!!