NEW YEARS EVE

TODAY I START A NEW YEAR FILLED WITH NEW THINGS...

Many say this but really I have a new baby on the way so this year my life changes drastically.
I let go of all negativity. I forgive and forget, but this doesn't mean I take my feet off the ground I stand.
with this year I give everything that has had me stuck a chance to lift me up.

I will present myself as the lady I know I can be. I will be a mother in all its essence. my family will be priority and I will leave my troubles in god's hands. no other PRESENCE WILL LEVITATE MY FEET FROM THE GROUND I HOLD. I will hold my head high and appreciate myself and treat myself KIND.

I will set goals and accomplish those goals, and never stray from the path I have given myself.

I will trust with all of my being. I will love with all if the fibers that make me ME.

I am ready

FUCK he makes life worth it...

You say forever and I hold you to that...

He holds me like a real man should, knows who is down for him and is smart in doing so ;)

My MAN...

*smile*

you tell me im beautiful everyday when we wake up in each others arms

I am a lucky woman and you, a lucky man

We will show what time couldn't

family .....Ours...


LOVE

HIP HOP

STRAIGHTEN UP AND WAIT FOR YOUR OPENING

;)

GOT IT

incompetent coworkers

ok.............

It is sometimes really hard to deal with fucking idiots and selfish ppl

THATS ALL

Struggling

I am struggling in life at the moment.
but I have faith that it wont be forever
I am blessed with people that want to help me and are there for me even when they cant see how bad it is for me.
I cant ask for anything more than what I have
sometimes I get upset or sad that I even have to be in this place
but I cant ask for everyone to understand
I will breathe through it all
and know where my soul stands
its happy.

Out of Sight out of Mind...home

I wonder if this theory is correct?
Out of sight
Out of mind
.......................
But what if I catch sight of what I am forgetting
then what
?????????????
I pretend
I hide
I don't want this to affect
who I am
you stay there>>>>>>
and I stay<<<<<<<<<honestly I take into consideration that I have what ive wanted
You may temporarily find that once more
taking advantage of his weakness
but you still lose
he will come back to his HOME
you are only a hotel stay
yes fun maybe necessary
but not forever
not this time
or maybe not
you may find yourself chasing nothing
he may be happy and not want to travel....
so be it either way I am
HOME
something you can never be

There for me

you make me better.
it is difficult and takes getting use to
but with a partner like you
I grow everyday

my special man

you make me better.
I can stay who I am its not the worse
but for you I want more
I want to learn

my special boy

you make me better.
better than any of these regulars
im grateful

for you two make me who I have always meant to be

baby BABY baby

 

here you come

here you go

peek a boos

and eskimos

 

here you come

here I go

dirty diapers

and sleepless nights

 

here you come

there he goes

endless thoughts

unanswered questions

 

rock a bye baby

let go LET LOVE

you say you like me
its not the baby
its me...
do I believe you
yes
I know what we have
we've had it for a very long time
we  hate we love
we build we tear
we have been enemies
we have been friends
we like our company
now we have the number
you may have thought you needed
its us plus one
the one that equals us
you say throw the pain from the past away
let go and let love
I agree
I let go
I let love

the way he loves me

The way he loves me
never seems to fail
The way he loves me
is not for sale
The way he loves me
he will never love you
The way he loves me
like a plane for two
The things he says
I can only believe
The way he touches me
makes my heart bleed
No I am not of ignorance of the pain he caused me
But the way he loves me
Cures me eternally