So i cried yet again... I let my emotions get in the way ::wtf:: why cant i ever learn my lesson? It is like an ongoing cycle of pain-->happiness-->more pain-->some happiness-->then back to the unbearable pain
I know what i NEED to do but i dont WANT to... ::isnt that always the case?::
He pushed me away ::again:: but i get closer than ever.
Tell me, why can our loved ones say the most hurtful things?
Such as... (i dont love you like THAT anymore, ill talk to you when your sober, i dont want to deal with this #over) Answer: Because they KNOW we will forgive them OR ::even more disturbing:: they have never cared for us in the first place.
Today is the beginning of my solitude, i apologize now if YOU think im ignoring you #getoverit this is not about YOU.
This is about .... ME
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I'm guilty of sticking around situations that seem to take one step forward and two steps back...maybe its human nature to have a blind belief in hope and change
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