rant

Today...
We woke up in bliss
Drove off to start a new
The new came with too many things to do
I became distressed with things not yet to come
I closed myself off to everyone
You closing my window
As I gathered my thoughts
An explosion beginning
without even a word
We both saw it coming but walked onward
I am not going to lie, I could have done what you asked for. I took no different path then what I have done before. You told me to head slow but my treading became unsteady. I continued to go until there was no more left for me. I understand I choose wrong but what I cant do is admit it, I am wrong as the sun in the middle of the night. As wrong as the killer who wants to do right. I am wrong and shamed for not knowing it quite. You are not perfect and the things you choose to say not always in the right place but I admit to never being a step ahead. I admit I could have made some better choices instead you are right for not believing in anything ive said for the time we will leave this at a small price to be paid until you are right and forever ill be paying in your debt.