MY lover and I had a long talk last night it didn't make any solution but it opened up a few thoughts. He doesn't know what the future holds for us but he does know he isn't leaving and he isn't abandoning me. He fought with his other lover yesterday and it made me uneasy to see him get the way he did. I am worried for his health. I need him strong physically and mentally.
He mentioned that there is this man deep inside that he knows is an amazing man that I have never met nor got close to meeting. I probably dreamed about this guy before. I want him around, maybe I can just be myself and see if he appears.
What he says I do:
I don't give him enough private time
I am financially unstable
I talk too much without thinking
my decisions are not the best
I am not confident or strong minded
Verdict- When he asks for a message just GIVE IT HIM lol
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