My king

If I can take all the years of pain and disrespect we caused upon one another, I would bare it on my nude body and nail myself to a wooden cross to show you the value of your life to me. I cant take anything we may feel from the past away but I can continue to show you that you are the King that holds my heart in his hands.

This child I nourish inside of me is a symbol of what our love is capable of creating... He will be the proof in the pudding I hold with such esteem. I am ecstatic to reward your love for me with this one of a kind child, that will flow with your blood, your thoughts will caress his conscience and your love will mold his life.

I have many demons if you haven't seen already, I let the past haunt me. I don't allow my power to shine. I was never nurtured to be great, but I am confident those days will be far behind me soon enough.

I can not promise to make you the man you may want to become but I promise to love the man that you will always be, the man that has loved me unconditionally.

We fall to help each other up. In every dead end we will have each other where one will see the light.

My King, I only hope that one day you will see the Queen I am and allow me the space to walk with you to everlasting life. Together we will unite and become one....