Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Crazy JuJu..Crazy You...

This morning I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I literally felt like a Rubix Cube. I could not for the life of me, put myself together... It was like i fell asleep and the files stored in my brain just spilled all over my cerebellum floor! I pictured small manila folders with papers just everywhere, my little file keepers must have went on strike last night! I seriously felt so unbalanced i didn't know what to do. 
I headed to school and it was just a crazy morning. I had a long conversation with my best friend and finally felt a little better, but i STILL felt just UGHH...
Nothing made sense! I was stressed about everything! I was upset that my mood wasn't changing and my mood wasn't changing because I was upset! What the hell was i to do????
....Just breathe.... 
....relax....
....control yourself!!!
I went about my day, knowing i had serious issues but i am capable of living a great life. I just need to take control of myself...
I still DO NOT know what was wrong with me, but for now I will just explain it as...
It was my second personality and i am CRAZY! #thatisall
Turning to psychotic behavior always does the trick! It will get you out of any trouble your in!!
Ill take it! Crazy i am! Crazy i will be! If that excuses my behaviors this morning, then GREAT! 

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