This is going to be more of a scribble thought process... lets see if this works.
You are always you. I will always want you. Your face, poise, smile, sweep my thoughts away. I dream about the way you taste, the way you may love me... To face what could be in the future would mean to face what shouldnt be in the present. I cant... not now... i worked too damn hard. But wait... I shouldnt have to work at all, right? Love should come and stay... Like ours? We stood away and our hearts still beat for one another.. I feel like the others... stupid and unrealistic.. Either way it doesnt go away... No matter how much i fight i am eager to want a chance... A love dance between you and I... We tango beneath the island sky, those are my dreams of you and I....of you...and...i.... No wait, this is useless... to tell you what I feel what i know what I can NEVER show... If only that one chance to pause the time and freeze our minds... To dance to laugh to touch to kiss to..to..to.. I stop my mind from racing ahead of me... To face what has to be... I love you but can...WILL never have the chance to show you.
I begin to erase begin to forget..leaving myslef with a fragment of regret... Solitude becomes my safest bet. Can you blame me? Yes! I blame me, for i am weak and unarmed.. Leaving my life to someone else, feeling bad for myself... I would hate me, and have it no other way! That is what i hope you'd do, for I am not a bad person but can not fight for you... Will not fight for us two... It is a scary thought Me...and...You...
Out of my sight out of my mind you go...to fight your way back in again... always fighting always strong... Ill keep you only with me alone but still and then i trust no one... you'll be kept close... my secret desire, for in my heart i will keep a fire burning until that day of closure. When will it stop when will it end? The time will pass the years will flow...It will seem fast at times, then slow i just long to I let you know...
Like you there is no other, leave it to the fragment of my imagination to find my lover of secrecy...I cant say one day...i wont say to wait...im sure our love will always stay
forever urs
forever mines
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