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I have no idea/ cant fathom what i feel/ the ideals that i once had/ once cherished r gone/ the things that i used to want/ i dont dream of anymore/ i want to say its because of u/ what i want to do is blame/ blame someone else for this pain/ i am a changed person/ not because i want be nor because i dont/ it is a priority/ a shell for my own /