I was in the shower after an Amazing round of Anal Sex ::it has to be with the right person ladies:: and i started thinking.. "What would make my life a bit more enjoyable?!"...::MORE SEXY SEX::...
What do I mean when i say "sexy sex", in terms of more foreplay more excitement! I love the "love making sex" it has always been my favorite nibbling, touching, kissing... Now I want to do more things. I want to use costumes, oils, candles, music, food...
I was always in a relationship for as long as i could remember, and the way i lived my life was well... NOT really adventurous when it came to my own sexuality. I mean my sex drive was always high from what i recall. But I always did my deeds with my partner and didnt spend enough time on myself nor changed the routine too much other than scenery. So i dont have much experience and I feel like when i DO want to do something different or experiment, they are kind of scared by it or thinking i am doing to much, which then leads me to NOT do anything... ::wrong thing to do:: #shuttingdown
I made apromise to myself that morning that I will be ME... I will suggest to my sex partner what I want to do and see how it goes from there.. If i want to watch a porno, if I want to dress up and call you Chico... I WILL DO IT!
Either your on my level or not... Either you enjoy it or you dont... Time will tell...
Another problem I have been having is...
I can not find people that are as sexually open as i am. I mean talking about it over the internet like "oh yea i like this i like that" is different than having people around you personally that enjoy talking about sex as much as i would like. Sex wouldnt be so enjoyable if it was not spread through world of mouth. It is one of the oldest Oral Traditions that reconstructs itself all the time! People that i am surrounded by look so timid of change and reality ::which is another topic i will touch on in a later blog::.. This will change also... Its either you love me or hate me. I am different and that is how i love to be...
<3 JuJu
3 comments:
@rileywrittens:
Wow....you're so quiet, i never knew you were as freaky as i was LOL. But i almost feel the same has you. I got shitload of ideas but i'm not really surrounded by females like that, that i really wanna do it with nor get a chance to do it. The newest thing i did so far was salad tossing and.......it was cool. LOL i'm not ashamed LOL Plus im still learning myself. i'm not sexually experience but for the most part, i can understand what you're saying.
Im not quiet!!! Lol Salad tossing! Sounds.... Different! Lol i haven't done that and probably won't! Yea def go wild and have fun with sex! It should be fun and full of experiences! I heard toe sucking was a great experience too even though I never tried it! Maybe you can try and tell me how it went! Lol
This is totally the reason I have no close female friends...haha...I feel like I can't be open about shit!
There needs to be a Freaks Anonymous...
--Debbie
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